Kind of interested. Kind of not. Sort of lost it. Sort of not. Bored of this. Its been too long. You had me there. And now I’m gone. I’m not even sad. Guess life moves on. Advertisements
It’s raining and it’s beautiful. Diamonds of life create a glow upon the dirt of the street. “Plop.” It hits the ground. Have you ever noticed how the diamonds shatter upon the earth? They jump out in all directions, run away from each other. But it’s just an illusion of repulsion. From that split second… Continue reading Reflections upon the Water
Maybe I had a tantrum. Well, so what? That’s just me. Apologies for getting hyper and silly, That happens when you’re nineteen. My eyes have seen more than yours, And still I force them to smile and shine. Not because I’m happy, I don’t want to drag you down. So fucking deal with my mood… Continue reading Part of the Package
I breathe and it pumps, Pushing regret out of my lungs. Thank goodness for pride, My sheet of gold armour. I lift my phone and click your name, “How’s it going?” I’m sure I could casually say. Reignite what was there, Before I stole the innocence away. Thank God for gold. Thank God.
Layers and layers of netting hide What it is from what you see. God has pulled down your eyelids Out of love and protection for me. And yet still you see more, So much more than the other eyes see. Beautiful eyes see beauty everywhere, You are looking at you, not me.
We can play but we play for keeps. Your heart’s on the table. Do you really trust me? So we played. I won. “Best out of three!” Your valley-filling ego Was here to compete. You did. Ego justified. And so it seeped. Black blood on the table, Dripped to my heart’s beat. Oh. He expected… Continue reading Laws of Love; Turning Tables
A peer through the glass, My senses to my feet. He sits alone, bathing in cotton, A toothless smile for me. He’s awake today. Sitting up and breathing his rusty breath. He’s alive today. Stared death down. He refused to leave. Today he sits up independently. Fire in his eyes. A toothless smile for me.… Continue reading A Toothless Smile For Me